Overthinking Everything

[00:22.52] Something grows and then it falls
[00:25.44] Grew so high, I'm touching walls
[00:28.10] Now the only way is down
[00:30.80] Self-esteem is touching ground
[00:33.61] I can smell the rot, decay
[00:36.32] Feel so empty, so I pray
[00:39.13] Thoughts are standing in my way
[00:41.99] Thoughts are standing in my way
[00:44.38] I'm overthinking everything
[00:47.37] They don't believe me any day
[00:49.85] I'm always one they gotta blame
[00:52.60] They just want me to feel ashamed
[00:55.43] I'm overthinking everything
[00:58.04] They don't believe me any day
[01:00.96] I'm always one they gotta blame
[01:03.69] They just want me to feel ashamed
[01:06.88] I'm so sorry, oh my God
[01:09.50] I said this and I did that
[01:12.39] Yeah, just tell me what to do
[01:15.06] I'm so lost and needing you
[01:17.94] Just to tell me how to act
[01:20.79] I've been numb, yeah, it's a fact
[01:23.49] This will help me make it through
[01:26.23] I've been bad, I've been a fool
[01:28.50] I'm overthinking everything
[01:31.16] They don't believe me any day
[01:34.19] I'm always one they gotta blame
[01:36.97] They just want me to feel ashamed
[01:39.59] I'm overthinking everything
[01:42.24] They don't believe me any day
[01:44.90] I'm always one they gotta blame
[01:47.71] They just want me to feel ashamed
[01:50.99] Everything that I see, I just take it in
[01:56.41] Got it all running free, going through my head
[02:01.82] I don't know if it all ever goes away
[02:07.30] Will I rise? Will I fall? Will it be ok?
[02:12.73] All right, gotta find where the days go
[02:15.05] Got no time, in a bind, gotta lay low
[02:17.70] Drop of a dime, get in line, 'cause I say so
[02:20.72] Hear them motherfuckers when they talk, what do they know?
[02:24.02] All the time when I think, I am filled with doubt
[02:29.45] Tell me please, how do we get it figured out?
[02:35.02] Close my eyes as I fly out into the sun
[02:40.56] Where I lay, where I stay, where I feel as one
[02:46.00] I know that I just wanna feel the love
[02:51.59] Get a clue, what I do, isn't that enough?
[02:56.95] I know how to show where the rage is
[02:59.18] Got more fight as I write on my pages
[03:02.09] Never give a fuck when I'm mad and I hate it
[03:04.85] Gotta stay true, start new, I'ma change it
[03:08.24] I don't know if it all ever goes away
[03:13.64] Will we rise? Will we fall? Will it be OK?
[03:18.84] I'm overthinking everything
[03:21.64] They don't believe me any day
[03:24.58] I'm always one they gotta blame
[03:27.24] They just want me to feel ashamed
[03:29.71] I'm overthinking everything
[03:32.77] They don't believe me any day
[03:35.32] I'm always one they gotta blame
[03:38.22] They just want me to feel ashamed
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