wassup;)

You've
You've got a lot on on your plate this week
A lot of promises you couldn't keep
And that's just fine

I'm
Just trying not to lose my shit this time
Avoiding everything and say I'm fi-ine
And we're out of sync
And I'm
Not sure why nothing makes me feel like getting out of bed
And I'm not sure what's going wrong inside my head

Honestly never felt this lousy in my life before
It makes no sense
Tell me I should be happy should be thankful for
The friends I have around me
The support of my fractured family
But still I'm just pretending that I'm fine
When I'm feeling lousy all the time

I'm such a fuck
I'm such a fu- king piece of shit
And you hate me for it
We
Just haven't really been on the same page
Crossing our wires over-sensitive to everything you say to me
But I
I think that I'm so self aware but I just overthink
Still I never realized how much its been infecting

Honestly never felt this lousy in my life before
It makes no sense
Tell me I should be happy should be thankful for
Friends I have around me
The support of my fractured family
But still I'm just pretending that I'm fine
When I'm feeling lousy all the time

I'm feeling lousy
All the
Time