Stubborn
๐ต 738 characters
โฑ๏ธ 1:42 duration
๐ ID: 388753
๐ Lyrics
If I seemed easy to ignore, it's because I just stopped talking.
I left my thoughts to tend to themselves โ it didn't feel like rotting.
But this silence โ this quiet โ it doesn't solve my problems.
It enables them โ I've allowed myself to become complacent.
And now I can't seem to connect.
Have I lost you?
Or have I lost myself by beating myself down, bleeding weekly in strangers basements, in stranger places than I ever wanted to go?
Now it's cold again. I'm disappointed and tired and low.
I want the summer songs, I want to feel connected but I don't know how.
I give up again. I'm done trying to change.
I'll just retreat to my room and write these suicidal songs that you'll never read along to.
They'll never reach you.
I left my thoughts to tend to themselves โ it didn't feel like rotting.
But this silence โ this quiet โ it doesn't solve my problems.
It enables them โ I've allowed myself to become complacent.
And now I can't seem to connect.
Have I lost you?
Or have I lost myself by beating myself down, bleeding weekly in strangers basements, in stranger places than I ever wanted to go?
Now it's cold again. I'm disappointed and tired and low.
I want the summer songs, I want to feel connected but I don't know how.
I give up again. I'm done trying to change.
I'll just retreat to my room and write these suicidal songs that you'll never read along to.
They'll never reach you.
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:16.55] If I seemed easy to ignore, it's because I just stopped talking.
[00:21.02] I left my thoughts to tend to themselves โ it didn't feel like rotting.
[00:26.41] But this silence โ this quiet โ it doesn't solve my problems.
[00:31.92] It enables them โ I've allowed myself to become complacent.
[00:36.49] And now I can't seem to connect.
[00:40.97] Have I lost you?
[00:43.65] Or have I lost myself by beating myself down, bleeding weekly in strangers basements, in stranger places than I ever wanted to go?
[00:56.24] Now it's cold again. I'm disappointed and tired and low.
[01:01.71] I want the summer songs, I want to feel connected but I don't know how.
[01:06.25] I give up again. I'm done trying to change.
[01:16.30] I'll just retreat to my room and write these suicidal songs that you'll never read along to.
[01:25.48] They'll never reach you.
[01:29.06]
[00:21.02] I left my thoughts to tend to themselves โ it didn't feel like rotting.
[00:26.41] But this silence โ this quiet โ it doesn't solve my problems.
[00:31.92] It enables them โ I've allowed myself to become complacent.
[00:36.49] And now I can't seem to connect.
[00:40.97] Have I lost you?
[00:43.65] Or have I lost myself by beating myself down, bleeding weekly in strangers basements, in stranger places than I ever wanted to go?
[00:56.24] Now it's cold again. I'm disappointed and tired and low.
[01:01.71] I want the summer songs, I want to feel connected but I don't know how.
[01:06.25] I give up again. I'm done trying to change.
[01:16.30] I'll just retreat to my room and write these suicidal songs that you'll never read along to.
[01:25.48] They'll never reach you.
[01:29.06]