Total Paralysis at the First Notes of Immaterial Crying and Ashamed and Wishing I Could Disappear Into the Lights (JH Ligation Experiment 2)

I stand perfectly still
Dare not to move
Oh please let me
Become see-through
Crowd moving like a predator
Oh please god
I don't need to be here

Please tell me what to do
I can't move

I'm paralyzed
I don't belong here
On my own
This world always so unfamiliar
I don't know
What I can be to finally prove
That I am not afraid
I just want to run away

I want so bad to feel free
Radiant and strong
To finally know myself
And truly belong
But I just feel so sick
And scared
And small
I'm terrified
That I'll never feel safe at all

I'm paralyzed
I don't belong here
On my own
This world always so unfamiliar
I don't know
What I can be to finally prove
That I am not afraid
I just want to run away

I'm paralyzed
I don't belong here
On my own
This world always so unfamiliar
I don't know
What I can be to finally prove
That I am not afraid
I just want to run away
Run away
Run away