Deep Fantasy

I put myself out in the open for you to take
I dream of someone ripping my whole self away
I disregard the precautions, I want to break
It feels so fucking good to resign myself, I'm prey

I am not something that survives
In this broken world
My soul is dead behind my eyes
A damaged hollow girl

This night is final and serene
I want to be noticed, maliciously seen
I feel a shadow behind me, I feel so frail
I want to try to get away and I want to fail

I am not something that survives
In this broken world
My soul is dead behind my eyes
A damaged hollow girl
I've told you everything
This place is not my home
I want to be somebody else
I want a brand new soul

I'm not myself
I'm not

I want to kill the parts of me that cause pain
I see the lurking disgust hidden in your face

I am not something that survives
In this broken world
My soul is dead behind my eyes
A damaged hollow girl
I've told you everything
This place is not my home
I want to be somebody else
I want a brand new soul