Penitence
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โฑ๏ธ 4:11 duration
๐ ID: 3922072
๐ Lyrics
Lately I think
I was over
Timing my chest
Beating slower
Like the clouds
The colour of them
Fading out
Fading out
Oh, the heavy
Heart I carried
Went over your head
And over mine
(Regret)
I counted the days she left like a prisoner
Etching markings on my skin with an old knife
Scratching (forget)
You see, I wanted the physical
Too much, the psychological
And yet, no matter how hard I dug
I still could not match that pain (regret)
I longed for reason, I sung with demons
I sat in a dark dusty room
Barely moving, breathing (forget)
I chewed through my own umbilical cord
Attached to her navel
I wanted to be separate
Ooh
Oh, I think my mind is leaking
Ooh
Solitude is so depleting
I did it to myself
I know that you are faithful
I did it for my health
How come I'm still unstable?
I've fallen far from hell
A suicidal angel
Yes, lost my wings and fell
Falling so ungraceful
Banished into hell
I wish that I could stop crying
But they say that the body is 70 percent water
I feel like I must've reduced mine by a considerable fraction
Newton's third theory states that
For every action there must an equal and opposite counter-reaction
And so I retraced my steps
And tried to find reason in the arms of my demons
'Cause I can't find healing if I can't find meaning
A conundrum leaning on my dumb, numb feelings
Haven't used high beaming when I hung from the ceiling
When I run from demons that are living in my head
And escape fate and disapparate, evaporate, evacuate, and inactivate
Fake but it cut the breaks
Now I'm driving my universe into a lake and the weight
Weight of the world don't wait
We make mistakes when it's all at stake
For goodness sake, a double take
But I don't want to eat that cake
I ruminate inside meaning
To illuminate a dark mind
I communicate without speaking
And I've seen so much I went blind
I'm wide-eyed, live in a lie
Live in a lie with a lion inside
Live in a lie with a lion inside
Of my mind that is hungry, is hungry for my
Sanity, my sanity, I
Live in a lie with a lion inside
Live in a lie with a lion inside
Of my mind that is hungry and I don't know why
Pressure drop, deep breath, time stops
A broken et cetera, dot, dot, dot
Pressure drop, pressure drop, pressure drop
I feel it consuming, I can't stop
Dot, dot, dot, the lines join the dots
And I'm tying knots then divide then multiply
Square the root of pie, beat the puzzle, I
Try to keep my mind focused on the line
Hopscotch and pop rock
I take shots of teardrops
When I drop a pill pop
I find peace and time stops
I was over
Timing my chest
Beating slower
Like the clouds
The colour of them
Fading out
Fading out
Oh, the heavy
Heart I carried
Went over your head
And over mine
(Regret)
I counted the days she left like a prisoner
Etching markings on my skin with an old knife
Scratching (forget)
You see, I wanted the physical
Too much, the psychological
And yet, no matter how hard I dug
I still could not match that pain (regret)
I longed for reason, I sung with demons
I sat in a dark dusty room
Barely moving, breathing (forget)
I chewed through my own umbilical cord
Attached to her navel
I wanted to be separate
Ooh
Oh, I think my mind is leaking
Ooh
Solitude is so depleting
I did it to myself
I know that you are faithful
I did it for my health
How come I'm still unstable?
I've fallen far from hell
A suicidal angel
Yes, lost my wings and fell
Falling so ungraceful
Banished into hell
I wish that I could stop crying
But they say that the body is 70 percent water
I feel like I must've reduced mine by a considerable fraction
Newton's third theory states that
For every action there must an equal and opposite counter-reaction
And so I retraced my steps
And tried to find reason in the arms of my demons
'Cause I can't find healing if I can't find meaning
A conundrum leaning on my dumb, numb feelings
Haven't used high beaming when I hung from the ceiling
When I run from demons that are living in my head
And escape fate and disapparate, evaporate, evacuate, and inactivate
Fake but it cut the breaks
Now I'm driving my universe into a lake and the weight
Weight of the world don't wait
We make mistakes when it's all at stake
For goodness sake, a double take
But I don't want to eat that cake
I ruminate inside meaning
To illuminate a dark mind
I communicate without speaking
And I've seen so much I went blind
I'm wide-eyed, live in a lie
Live in a lie with a lion inside
Live in a lie with a lion inside
Of my mind that is hungry, is hungry for my
Sanity, my sanity, I
Live in a lie with a lion inside
Live in a lie with a lion inside
Of my mind that is hungry and I don't know why
Pressure drop, deep breath, time stops
A broken et cetera, dot, dot, dot
Pressure drop, pressure drop, pressure drop
I feel it consuming, I can't stop
Dot, dot, dot, the lines join the dots
And I'm tying knots then divide then multiply
Square the root of pie, beat the puzzle, I
Try to keep my mind focused on the line
Hopscotch and pop rock
I take shots of teardrops
When I drop a pill pop
I find peace and time stops
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.63] Lately I think
[00:04.60] I was over
[00:08.37] Timing my chest
[00:12.25] Beating slower
[00:16.02] Like the clouds
[00:18.90] The colour of them
[00:23.55] Fading out
[00:27.31] Fading out
[00:31.17] Oh, the heavy
[00:34.91] Heart I carried
[00:38.36] Went over your head
[00:42.28] And over mine
[00:48.02]
[01:06.79] (Regret)
[01:07.47] I counted the days she left like a prisoner
[01:10.30] Etching markings on my skin with an old knife
[01:13.53] Scratching (forget)
[01:15.01] You see, I wanted the physical
[01:16.61] Too much, the psychological
[01:18.28] And yet, no matter how hard I dug
[01:20.20] I still could not match that pain (regret)
[01:22.45] I longed for reason, I sung with demons
[01:25.95] I sat in a dark dusty room
[01:28.05] Barely moving, breathing (forget)
[01:30.15] I chewed through my own umbilical cord
[01:32.88] Attached to her navel
[01:36.12] I wanted to be separate
[01:37.32] Ooh
[01:43.23] Oh, I think my mind is leaking
[01:46.28] Ooh
[01:50.73] Solitude is so depleting
[01:54.50] I did it to myself
[01:58.12] I know that you are faithful
[02:02.03] I did it for my health
[02:05.88] How come I'm still unstable?
[02:09.57] I've fallen far from hell
[02:13.55] A suicidal angel
[02:17.39] Yes, lost my wings and fell
[02:21.23] Falling so ungraceful
[02:25.07] Banished into hell
[02:29.76] I wish that I could stop crying
[02:32.05] But they say that the body is 70 percent water
[02:34.43] I feel like I must've reduced mine by a considerable fraction
[02:37.75] Newton's third theory states that
[02:39.04] For every action there must an equal and opposite counter-reaction
[02:42.50] And so I retraced my steps
[02:44.06] And tried to find reason in the arms of my demons
[02:45.97] 'Cause I can't find healing if I can't find meaning
[02:47.71] A conundrum leaning on my dumb, numb feelings
[02:49.78] Haven't used high beaming when I hung from the ceiling
[02:51.55] When I run from demons that are living in my head
[02:53.31] And escape fate and disapparate, evaporate, evacuate, and inactivate
[02:57.73] Fake but it cut the breaks
[02:59.01] Now I'm driving my universe into a lake and the weight
[03:01.67] Weight of the world don't wait
[03:02.99] We make mistakes when it's all at stake
[03:04.99] For goodness sake, a double take
[03:06.89] But I don't want to eat that cake
[03:08.72] I ruminate inside meaning
[03:10.53] To illuminate a dark mind
[03:12.58] I communicate without speaking
[03:14.35] And I've seen so much I went blind
[03:15.94] I'm wide-eyed, live in a lie
[03:18.30] Live in a lie with a lion inside
[03:20.39] Live in a lie with a lion inside
[03:22.02] Of my mind that is hungry, is hungry for my
[03:24.18] Sanity, my sanity, I
[03:26.05] Live in a lie with a lion inside
[03:28.02] Live in a lie with a lion inside
[03:29.71] Of my mind that is hungry and I don't know why
[03:33.12] Pressure drop, deep breath, time stops
[03:36.89] A broken et cetera, dot, dot, dot
[03:40.87] Pressure drop, pressure drop, pressure drop
[03:44.45] I feel it consuming, I can't stop
[03:46.84] Dot, dot, dot, the lines join the dots
[03:48.61] And I'm tying knots then divide then multiply
[03:50.85] Square the root of pie, beat the puzzle, I
[03:52.70] Try to keep my mind focused on the line
[03:54.68] Hopscotch and pop rock
[03:56.26] I take shots of teardrops
[03:58.28] When I drop a pill pop
[04:00.04] I find peace and time stops
[04:02.48]
[00:04.60] I was over
[00:08.37] Timing my chest
[00:12.25] Beating slower
[00:16.02] Like the clouds
[00:18.90] The colour of them
[00:23.55] Fading out
[00:27.31] Fading out
[00:31.17] Oh, the heavy
[00:34.91] Heart I carried
[00:38.36] Went over your head
[00:42.28] And over mine
[00:48.02]
[01:06.79] (Regret)
[01:07.47] I counted the days she left like a prisoner
[01:10.30] Etching markings on my skin with an old knife
[01:13.53] Scratching (forget)
[01:15.01] You see, I wanted the physical
[01:16.61] Too much, the psychological
[01:18.28] And yet, no matter how hard I dug
[01:20.20] I still could not match that pain (regret)
[01:22.45] I longed for reason, I sung with demons
[01:25.95] I sat in a dark dusty room
[01:28.05] Barely moving, breathing (forget)
[01:30.15] I chewed through my own umbilical cord
[01:32.88] Attached to her navel
[01:36.12] I wanted to be separate
[01:37.32] Ooh
[01:43.23] Oh, I think my mind is leaking
[01:46.28] Ooh
[01:50.73] Solitude is so depleting
[01:54.50] I did it to myself
[01:58.12] I know that you are faithful
[02:02.03] I did it for my health
[02:05.88] How come I'm still unstable?
[02:09.57] I've fallen far from hell
[02:13.55] A suicidal angel
[02:17.39] Yes, lost my wings and fell
[02:21.23] Falling so ungraceful
[02:25.07] Banished into hell
[02:29.76] I wish that I could stop crying
[02:32.05] But they say that the body is 70 percent water
[02:34.43] I feel like I must've reduced mine by a considerable fraction
[02:37.75] Newton's third theory states that
[02:39.04] For every action there must an equal and opposite counter-reaction
[02:42.50] And so I retraced my steps
[02:44.06] And tried to find reason in the arms of my demons
[02:45.97] 'Cause I can't find healing if I can't find meaning
[02:47.71] A conundrum leaning on my dumb, numb feelings
[02:49.78] Haven't used high beaming when I hung from the ceiling
[02:51.55] When I run from demons that are living in my head
[02:53.31] And escape fate and disapparate, evaporate, evacuate, and inactivate
[02:57.73] Fake but it cut the breaks
[02:59.01] Now I'm driving my universe into a lake and the weight
[03:01.67] Weight of the world don't wait
[03:02.99] We make mistakes when it's all at stake
[03:04.99] For goodness sake, a double take
[03:06.89] But I don't want to eat that cake
[03:08.72] I ruminate inside meaning
[03:10.53] To illuminate a dark mind
[03:12.58] I communicate without speaking
[03:14.35] And I've seen so much I went blind
[03:15.94] I'm wide-eyed, live in a lie
[03:18.30] Live in a lie with a lion inside
[03:20.39] Live in a lie with a lion inside
[03:22.02] Of my mind that is hungry, is hungry for my
[03:24.18] Sanity, my sanity, I
[03:26.05] Live in a lie with a lion inside
[03:28.02] Live in a lie with a lion inside
[03:29.71] Of my mind that is hungry and I don't know why
[03:33.12] Pressure drop, deep breath, time stops
[03:36.89] A broken et cetera, dot, dot, dot
[03:40.87] Pressure drop, pressure drop, pressure drop
[03:44.45] I feel it consuming, I can't stop
[03:46.84] Dot, dot, dot, the lines join the dots
[03:48.61] And I'm tying knots then divide then multiply
[03:50.85] Square the root of pie, beat the puzzle, I
[03:52.70] Try to keep my mind focused on the line
[03:54.68] Hopscotch and pop rock
[03:56.26] I take shots of teardrops
[03:58.28] When I drop a pill pop
[04:00.04] I find peace and time stops
[04:02.48]