60-Minute Session Blocks

I told myself I shouldn't care about what I do different.
Yeah, I could improve if I could just find the motivation but get stuck.
60-minute session blocks -
Saying that I'm changing when I'm not.
But I always mean well I really do! Only have to justify the truth that I tell.
I'll never change.
I am the way I fluctuate. Never the same.
Call it the way I cope With how and where I go.
I'm still a liar.
I still deceive.
The one I do it most, though, with is me.
I quit the dark shit
Years ago.
But I'm still addicted to the same ways I know.
I'll never change.
I am the way I fluctuate. Never the same.
Call it the way I cope With how and where I go.
Countless hours spent in repetition.
Weighing the pros and cons of my decisions. Countless hours spent on doing only what I want.
My heart.
I'll never change
But I accept my indecision.
I'll never change.
I am the way I fluctuate.
Never the same.
Call it the way I cope
With how and where I go.
Can't sit still and never ever want to have to.