Ruin Me

[00:05.59] Drawings of a happy place
[00:10.59] Pictures of a joyful face
[00:15.82] The reality of the hell I've made
[00:21.43] All I ever had slowly desecrate
[00:27.18] And I look out my window
[00:29.85] Not thinking of my mistakes
[00:32.34] Everything is all good
[00:35.60] What else can I create to ruin me
[00:43.89] Porcelain dolls on a dirty shelf
[00:49.22] The memory of my old self
[00:54.58] All the things I've done to make it worse
[01:00.05] The impulsive mind that completes my curse
[01:05.72] And I look out my window
[01:08.71] Not thinking of my mistakes
[01:11.32] Everything is all good
[01:14.59] What else can I create to ruin me
[01:39.37] Picture frames with no photographs
[01:44.45] I don't ever think of the after math
[01:49.64] Don't know why I hurt, all the ones I love
[01:55.21] All this pain I caused, fits me like a glove
[02:00.45] And I look out my window
[02:03.50] Not thinking of my mistakes
[02:06.48] Everything is all good
[02:09.26] What else can I create
[02:11.78] A confused mind, a broken soul
[02:14.95] Good or bad, I'm not one of those
[02:17.58] A confused mind, a broken soul
[02:20.52] Good or bad, I'm not one of those
[02:34.15] I look out my window
[02:36.87] In the face of my mistakes
[02:39.81] Everything has gone bad
[02:42.55] What else can I create to ruin me
[03:01.25] To ruin me... can't let this ruin me
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