Growing Pains & Throwing Blame

I swear this is gonna be the last time
That I open my heart or speak my mind.
I've learned my lesson.
I'll never let my guard down around you again.
I used to be full of positivity but
People like you ripped it out of me.
Now every time I see your face it destroys my faith in the human race.

But no!
I don't wanna be the bad guy.
But I can only bite my tongue for so long before I choke on the blood.
And now my shoulder just got a little bit colder.
With every year that I get older and older
My heart grows a little bit colder towards you.

So think back and try to remember a
Universe without you as the center.
Could you even fathom the thought or is
The empathetic side of you too far gone?
Your shattered moral compass will only lead you south.
Cause it seems that something venomous
Rolls out every time you open your mouth.

But no!
I don't wanna be the bad guy.
But I can only bite my tongue for so long before I choke on the blood.
And now my shoulder just got a little bit colder.
With every year that I get older and older
My heart grows a little bit colder towards you.

So when you're all alone with nowhere to go I
Hope you know that you'll always have a home in hell.

Along with everyone else.
You'd step on my neck just to serve yourself.
So go to hell.
Fuck you and everyone else.
It's harsh but I'm done walking on eggshells.
Just know I never meant to be the bad
Guy but I can no longer bite my tongue.

And now my shoulder just got a little bit colder.
With every year that I get older and older
My heart grows a little bit colder towards you.