Empty

[00:07.45] I can't handle these pressures
[00:09.29] All I can say is this stress hurts
[00:11.23] Things are supposed to get better
[00:13.01] I just need to put myself first
[00:15.37] I'm always trying my hardest
[00:17.31] Not to pick myself apart, this
[00:20.08] Energy's killing my vibes now
[00:21.49] Sometimes I just wanna drown out
[00:23.33] All of the thoughts in my mind
[00:25.93] Too much going on at the same time
[00:27.36] I wish it would stop and I've tried, but
[00:29.68] Life just sucks then we all die
[00:31.41] That's just reality, yeah don't lie to me
[00:35.68] Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't wanna be
[00:39.99] I wonder if I'm good enough
[00:42.31] But maybe I've just had too much
[00:43.86] To drink, to smoke, to swallow
[00:45.77] I'm drownin' up my sorrows
[00:47.46] There's rules I'll never follow
[00:49.29] Pretend there's no tomorrow
[00:51.40] I wish there was no tomorrow
[00:55.45] But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
[00:59.48] And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die
[01:03.39] Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
[01:07.41] And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die
[01:19.75] Wish I could erase my memories
[01:21.89] So I could stop feeling so empty
[01:23.81] I wish this shit wasn't so tempting
[01:25.56] But it's hard to resist when there's plenty
[01:27.72] Of things I could do to fuck me up
[01:29.94] I wanna let go but I'm feeling so stuck
[01:32.12] So all I can do is fill up my cup
[01:34.08] And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts
[01:36.02] That's just reality, yeah don't lie to me
[01:40.46] Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't wanna be
[01:44.73] I wonder if I'm good enough
[01:46.54] But maybe I've just had too much
[01:48.21] To drink, to smoke, to swallow
[01:49.91] I'm drownin' up my sorrows
[01:51.92] There's rules I'll never follow
[01:53.88] Pretend there's no tomorrow
[01:56.01] I wish there was no tomorrow
[02:01.21] But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
[02:04.06] And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die
[02:07.93] Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
[02:12.04] And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die
[02:25.11] My body's shakin'
[02:27.08] My head is achin'
[02:28.47] It feels like my heart is breakin'
[02:32.57] My body's shakin'
[02:34.55] My head is achin'
[02:36.60] I can't fix this mess I'm makin'
[02:40.83] But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
[02:47.77] And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die
[02:51.41] Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
[02:55.95] And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die