Pressure

For so many years
I've suppressed my own feelings
Now they are gone
I'm incapable of doing what it takes
In so many ways I've overlooked the crucial needs I have had

In a search for a role as everybody's rock
The things that I have will never be enough
I crave even more
My unsatisfaction controls every move
I've let people crush me just to give a chance for them to let go
My way to forgive and let them know I'm there

You'll never see the best of me
Not if you keep on pressuring
I see myself through your dark eyes
I'll never be the best of me
Once more I must hide my anger
Everyone around me is hurting more
Come to me and cry out all of your despair
I've lost track of what is living
Now I'm barely just hanging on
You say that you love me
All I feel is dust
You'll never see the best of me
Not if you keep on pressuring
I see myself through your dark eyes
I'll never be the best of me
Always a way to move on
To move on