Loss (feat. Jason Evans)

White sand and lilac snow
Insults my eyes I miss the meadows
I fear my beautiful dreams,
For they take me back to when my spirit was free

These memories, they rip away at me

I fear my beautiful dreams
They take me back, gift me my memories
I fear my beautiful dreams
They take me back, but I'd rather forget

Head trauma, amnesia
I bite on the heels of my captor
If only for a second he would lose his cool and break
He'd cave my head in true, save me from the torture thats due
If I didn't die, (god forbid I would survive)
Then the brainless husk would inevitably take my place

You take it for granted
The will to survive
You take it for granted
Til you're yearning to die

Cold hearts don't thaw
I'm lonely forever
In this world of pain
Your emotions will drag you down

Makes it harder to disassociate

Ambitious, seditious so venomous and vicious.
The word is the law but the word is fictitious.
In sorrow they weep, stirred from slumber so deep,
The sin and the saint so suspicious.

Days turned to weeks
I'm confined in this torturous place
Bound to life - They wont let me die
Til I've been replaced

You take it for granted
Each breath you take
You take it for granted
Til you're yearning to die

Ambitious, seditious so venomous and vicious.
The word is the law but the word is fictitious.
In sorrow they weep, stirred from slumber so deep,
The sin and the saint so suspicious.
Beyond the grave,
We are enslaved,
The sin and the saint so suspicious.
We are enslaved.
Beyond the grave.
Enslaved.