Running Away

Couldn't see you coming,
I was always running away
You hit me out of nowhere
Will you stay?
So conflicted,
This shit doesn't make sense
I was lifted,
cnd now I'm just on the fence
Want to feel limitless,
But there's nothing left
Just a sorrow that I can't dissect
Your eyes were filled with emptiness
I wish that I could miss them less
But that's overdue, never opened
What do you have to lose?
I wanted you,
I still want you bad
Something that i never will have
Couldn't see you coming,
I was always running away
You hit me out of nowhere
Will you stay?
cnd you're nothing but the things that I tell myself
Something's telling me that you know me well
But maybe I just see what I want to see
The feeling's killing me
cnd I'm nothing but the things that I tell myself
Lie and think I'm special just like everybody else
But something in the water has been tempting me,
You float so easily
Couldn't see you coming,
I was always running away
You hit me out of nowhere
Will you stay?