I Don't Miss You

Neither of us is at fault
But lately if I'm being honest
Nothing lights up when you call
And I hate it
'Cause I've wanted love for so long
And if we tried we could probably make it but
holding you would always feel wrong
And I hate it
My heart doesn't race when you look at me
My voice doesn't shake cause I'm nervous
I lay awake but I'm only thinking of
What we're missing
And I've been holding on 'cause I'm scared to say goodbye
But I've been fighting this for a long, long time
Nothing's really wrong but that doesn't mean it's right
I wish I could ignore it but I realize
I don't miss you when I'm not with you, love
I don't miss you when I'm not with you
Shouldn't I love you by now
Should I be hesitating
I'm hearing these whispering doubts
And I hate it, I hate it
Oh I want better than good enough
Want better than perfect on paper
I hate feeling like I'm giving up
And I don't want to but
I've been holding on 'cause I'm scared to say goodbye
And I've been fighting this for a long, long time
Nothing's really wrong but that doesn't mean it's right
I wish I could ignore it but I realize
I don't miss you when I'm not with you, love
I don't miss you when I'm not with you
So darling if you asked yourself
If you really love me could you tell me
That you weren't feeling this as well
Could you tell me (could you tell me), could you tell me (could you tell me)
Darling if you asked yourself
If you really love me could you tell me
That you weren't feeling this as well
Could you tell me (could you tell me), could you tell me (could you tell me)
And I've been holding on 'cause I'm scared to say goodbye
And I've been fighting this for a long, long time
Nothing's really wrong but that doesn't mean it's right
I wish I could ignore it but I realize
I don't miss you when I'm not with you, love
I don't miss you when I'm not with you