I'm trying

[00:07.43] It's been a week and I can't tell you a thing I did
[00:15.50] I can't sleep, all my friends they're worried again
[00:23.33] It's a cycle I won't outgrow
[00:27.50] I'm the punchline of some sick joke
[00:31.62] I can't bring myself to leave home
[00:35.54] But I'm terrified to be alone
[00:39.04] I say that I'm fine but it feels like I'm dying
[00:43.74] Why do the words in my head get so violent?
[00:47.81] Half of the time I'm just barely surviving
[00:51.76] But I'm trying, I'm trying
[00:55.38] No surprise that I'm not one for resolutions
[01:03.16] Even in the best times, I'm too scared to smell the roses
[01:11.59] It's a cycle I won't outgrow
[01:15.58] I'm the punchline of some sick joke
[01:19.46] I can't bring myself to leave home
[01:23.38] But I'm terrified to be alone
[01:27.24] I say that I'm fine but it feels like I'm dying
[01:31.92] Why do the words in my head get so violent?
[01:36.32] Half of the time I'm just barely surviving
[01:39.48] But I'm trying, I'm trying
[01:44.17] Tryna be everything to everybody
[01:48.14] I feel so much that I almost feel nothing
[01:51.96] Half of the time I'm just barely surviving
[01:55.65] But I'm trying, I'm trying
[02:01.84] I'm trying, I'm trying
[02:05.60] Yeah, I'm trying, I'm trying, oh
[02:11.46] Yeah I'm trying, I'm trying
[02:17.81] I'm trying, (I'm trying)
[02:21.17] I'm trying
[02:27.73] Yeah I'm trying
[02:29.88] I'm trying
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