Sayoko

There's nothing left to take, but I still try to reach
Try to swallow it all down, yet I can't seem to breathe
Just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice
I take it in, now i'm alive

My phone is set on lock and I don't really care
There's a tangle and a knot that I cannot repair
I'm a tragedy, I'm ugly, I'm trying to hide
I say "Hello" then wave "Goodbye"

See me fall down
Let me die here
Slowly

Nothing goes right
Not a trace
Of honesty

I'm to blame
So I'll remain

'Black', 'White', 'Day', 'Night'
It's all the same

See it run down
Cut away
No worries

Say no more
I can surely say that i've "had enough"
I still refuse to believe

Everyday would be the same
Nothing more
Little change

If I cared, it would mean nothing
It's all such a pain

Friendly bonds are so uneeded
I don't give a damn

A busy life
Is what I am

Could it be, that 'family' was a way of escape?
Didn't know if it was right, so I threw it away

Couldn't take it anymore
I had taken enough
So then I hid my need for 'love'

Lay me right down, Let me sleep
I'm restless

Cover my eyes, when I'm up
I'll finally

Fade away
Here. Today

Give me a reason
Then i'll stay

If I could fly
If for only a moment

There wouldn't be, such a need for casualty
I'm alone
And that is how it'll be

Why does everything I do cause tragedy?
Why does everyone I know keep leaving me here?
Why do I feel so empty inside?
I only want to die...

See me fall down
Let me die here
Slowly

Nothing goes right
Not a trace
Of honesty

I'm to blame
So I'll remain

'Black', 'White', 'Day', 'Night'
It's all the same

See it run down
Cut away
No worries

Say no more
I can surely say that "I've had enough"

I can't remember...

That very day
That very day
Changed me

Happiness died
Like a light
I carried

I'll sleep tonight
And hope to finally leave...

A world which I don't believe...
A life which I don't need...
Now, I'll finally be free...