Chapter 4

For once in my life, I'm unable to cry
I feel heavy resistance
From remembering to smile
Blocked memories from my mind
Have I become a lie?
Do I underestimate damage
Of fabricating dreams in distorted light?
Is this life a swing and a miss?
Am I failing to follow through?
Can I finally admit
I'm rigged with conflict to show who's who?
Is there anyone to catch me
As I fall back down to earth
Hit solid ground?
'Cause I'd carry the weight of the world
On my shoulders if I could only save myself
If I don't know how to ask for help
Can I learn to absolve this kind of personal hell?
'Cause I'd carry the weight of the world
On my shoulders if I could only save myself
I've been in the driver's seat, with nothing to prove
And I walked away from every scene still aiming to lose it