By My Own Hand

[00:15.88] Who was I or was I really there?
[00:19.82] You didn't seem to know, you didn't seem to care
[00:25.13] Grew tired of being the nameless one
[00:29.15] So I did what had to be done
[00:32.14] Washed away the filth
[00:35.11] From your sins now I'm clean
[00:39.26] The sins never forgiven
[00:42.59] Not even in hell, you will walk unseen
[00:47.44] I couldn't put faith in me
[00:51.56] I couldn't put faith in God
[00:55.46] The only faith I found
[00:58.49] Was in the knife that spilled my blood
[01:02.82] In tears I laughed
[01:06.66] As the blade slowly tore my veins
[01:12.38] At last I was free
[01:16.65] Free from all my pain
[01:19.16] Now it's too late
[01:21.30] For you to touch my lips with yours
[01:25.47] And say you're sorry
[01:28.14] 'Cause my heart don't beat no more
[01:31.31] And all that's left is what you'll bury
[01:35.70]
[01:50.27] Worms now crawl in me
[01:53.96] Crawling in my bones
[01:58.33] They're the best of friends
[02:01.70] And they enjoy my company
[02:07.06] Six feet under there's a paradise
[02:14.51] Within wooden walls my Eden lies
[02:22.08] I couldn't put faith in me
[02:25.61] I couldn't put faith in God
[02:29.97] The only faith I found
[02:33.08] Was in the knife that spilled my blood
[02:37.30] In tears I laughed
[02:41.17] As the blade slowly tore my veins
[02:47.10] At last I was free
[02:51.24] Free from all my pain
[02:53.21] Now it's too late
[02:55.92] For you to touch my lips with yours
[02:59.78] And say you're sorry
[03:02.20] 'Cause my heart don't beat no more
[03:05.46] And all that's left is what you'll bury
[03:10.12]
[03:40.15] Close those empty eyes
[03:43.95] Forgive yourself but never life
[03:48.36] Wash away the filth
[03:51.98] Here comes the knife
[03:55.22] In tears you laugh
[03:59.22] As the blade slowly tear your veins
[04:04.44] Read the blood
[04:07.98] Read the truth within the stains
[04:12.94] The shame you feel is turning into grace
[04:21.61] And you're greeting death with a smile on your face
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