(Why I'll Never Be) Clean Again

[00:32.40] Take a look at my life
[00:35.02] Do you see what I need?
[00:42.62] (You) better give me the knife
[00:44.95] (You) better leave me to bleed
[00:52.92] I hate my lies - I hate myself
[01:00.16] I hate my lies - I hate myself
[01:18.00] Take a look in my eyes
[01:20.69] Do you see what I see?
[01:28.35] (You) better take my advice
[01:30.88] (You) better listen to me:
[01:38.19] I can see I will never be home again
[01:42.15] I can see I will never be whole again
[01:46.04] I can see I will never be free again
[01:49.84] I can see I will never be me again
[02:08.24] Read my mind -
[02:13.34] Now you can see
[02:14.38] Why I'll never be clean again
[02:49.04] I could lift you up
[02:52.41] Be your clown, make you smile
[02:58.97] I will fuck you up
[03:02.62] Take you down, make you cry
[03:34.42] Take a look in my face
[03:37.04] And then kiss me goodbye
[03:39.46] Don't you know that I like to be a scapegoat?
[03:44.77] (You) better drop all your faith
[03:48.29] (You) better leave me to die
[03:50.88] Don't you know that I like to be a scapegoat?
[03:55.92] I can see I will never be home again
[03:59.82] I can see I will never be whole again
[04:03.68] I can see I will never be free again
[04:07.38] I can see I will never be me again
[04:11.00] (I hate my lies - I hate myself)
[04:18.60] (I hate my lies - I hate myself)
[04:25.86] Read my mind -
[04:30.93] Now you can see
[04:32.36] Why I'll never be clean again
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