I Long for Rest

[00:00.20] This sickness never ends
[00:17.70] Constantly begging for air I suffocate under the weight
[00:28.21] I crave escape
[00:33.52] Aching lungs exposed my body festers full of toxins
[00:38.23] Filth is all I know
[00:41.39] Drained 'till I'm bitter spent and strained
[00:44.18] These magnifications of pain
[00:46.07] Have cost me more than my dreams
[00:48.35] These aspirations decayed
[00:50.30] Leaving me insane
[00:52.23] I can no longer retain
[00:54.34] I cant take this anymore
[01:13.56] Agony's always upon us
[01:17.49] Idle I deteriorate
[01:29.88] Snapping spines, cracking sternums
[01:32.00] This pressure crushing me
[01:34.19] Let the weight break me down if this is what I'm meant to be
[01:37.86] Pushing limitations of pain
[01:40.34] Through the psychical agony
[01:41.89] The signs behind I've never seen
[01:43.79] Where'd it go so fucking wrong?
[02:02.13] Reeking of cortisol
[02:05.50] I long for rest
[02:10.17] Begging to be washed clean
[02:13.59] Rid me of stress
[02:18.37] What has become of me?
[02:21.59] I long for rest
[02:26.25] Traumas so far from fading
[02:29.60] I can't fight this stress
[02:33.61] Damn this habitual disconnection
[02:37.79] I long for rest
[02:41.82] Taxing more than my soul and complexion
[02:45.72] I can't fight this
[02:49.80] Unending days enshrouded in torment
[02:53.93] I long for rest
[02:57.75] Heartstrings detuned and weary
[03:01.50] I cannot fight this
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