Poured Out

[00:01.07] This is nothing new, I've said it before
[00:05.59] All my demons found an open door
[00:09.94] I thought that I could write them away
[00:14.50] Just be transparent enough
[00:17.11] Don't give them places to stay
[00:19.19] I sought salvation through the ink in my pen
[00:22.72] As if it held the parts of me that I just couldn't cleanse
[00:28.43] I am stuck on repeat
[00:32.50] Regurgitating everything that's inside of me
[00:37.23] Screaming the same words for all these years
[00:41.85] God, why is my trust outweighed by my fears?
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[00:53.00] Outweigh my fears
[01:03.42] Keep my eyes from worthless things
[01:08.12] Keep my eyes from worthless things
[01:12.85] I'm terrified I'll just fall to the wayside
[01:16.72] And become a blind beggar in this city of grace
[01:20.86] Unaware that the glory and the riches await
[01:25.20] Just past my doubt on the other side of wasting away
[01:31.20] Give me a new voice
[01:35.25] Give me a heart for repentance and make it stay
[01:39.69] 'Cause I've idolized my words
[01:44.40] I've idolized my words
[01:48.45] (It's all my fault)
[01:50.25] I can feel the pull, I just turn away
[01:53.05] (Stuck in a rut)
[01:54.64] But it's comfortable and I'm terrified of change
[01:57.45] (I need to think)
[01:59.29] Recollect your words that set me free
[02:02.15] But I'm still just stuck on repeat
[02:06.52] I'm getting sick
[02:08.57] I'm getting sick of this
[02:11.13] It's all starting to feel like home
[02:15.53] No matter how far I run
[02:18.84] My mistakes follow me wherever I go
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[02:42.36] I'm losing my grip
[02:46.97] I'm losing my sanity
[02:51.29] Where is the cure?
[02:55.78] Where is the cure?
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