Self Regard

[00:19.48] You were sold a dream for a price you couldn't pay
[00:23.65] Now you struggle each day
[00:26.04] To save yourself from the pain
[00:28.81] Now the poison runs through your veins
[00:33.16] Sick inside
[00:35.90] Put on a mask and hide behind your smile
[00:39.78] Sit behind your wall and
[00:44.96] Listen to my screams
[00:48.98] From the other side
[00:53.74] Trapped in my room of memories
[00:58.98] I look for my escape
[01:05.22] The end is not my fate
[01:10.15] I refuse
[01:12.46] I refuse
[01:15.31] To let you choose for me
[01:19.65] God damn my demons
[01:22.25] They've been with me all along
[01:24.53] Convincing me to let go when all I can do is hold on
[01:28.68] Now all alone
[01:30.44] The darkness consumes me
[01:33.59] My silent screams grow louder as I look for them to bring me home
[01:39.42] Sit behind your wall and
[01:44.14] Listen to my screams
[01:47.88] From the other side
[01:52.25] Trapped in my room of memories
[01:59.03] I look for my escape
[02:04.23] The end is not my fate
[02:09.38] I refuse
[02:11.46] I refuse
[02:14.45] To let you choose for me
[02:18.18] No one ever told me that life
[02:21.22] Would be so hard
[02:23.31] So I keep fighting because
[02:24.91] There has to be a reason I've been here so long
[02:27.04] These scars show where I've been
[02:28.86] Not who I am
[02:29.82] And they remind me that if I keep living
[02:31.62] I don't have to see the end
[02:33.53] I don't have to see the end
[02:35.51] I look for my escape
[02:44.07] The end is not my fate
[02:48.72] I refuse
[02:51.23] I refuse
[02:54.13] To let you choose for me
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