It only hurts when I try to smile

Cheer up, cheer up you say
Today's another day
But if you were behind my eyes
Through my tears you would realize
I've got to spend some time
Consoling this heart of mine
She's living with him it's true
I've got me some crying to do
Don't you know that

It only hurts when I try to smile
I smiled as she walked out my door
Then I fell to my knees
Crying dear God please
Don't ever let me smile anymore
So I just don't smile anymore

I'm not good company
So don't look for a joke for me
I picture them lying there
His hands on her everywhere
Everyone knows that she is giving him
The love she vowed to only me
You stand there all the while
Trying to make me smile
Can't you see my friend?

It only hurts when I try to smile
I smiled as she walked out my door
Then I fell to my knees
Crying dear God please
Don't ever let me smile anymore
So I just don't smile anymore.