Enemy

[00:30.78] Longed for a life that's different from this
[00:32.73] No one around me knows I exist
[00:38.91] It's like I have no mouth, but I must scream
[00:41.22] Can't open my eyes, I'm stuck in this dream (all alone)
[00:48.13] Lost in the dark, I hold out my hand
[00:50.18] I can't hold myself, so nobody can (in my head)
[00:56.57] It's like I'm trapped in a circle of hate
[00:58.85] Surrounded by strangers, I can't escape
[01:01.29] Weighing me down, making me break
[01:03.23] I really don't know how much I can take
[01:05.57] Faceless nobody
[01:09.96] That's all I'll ever be
[01:14.15] Endless misery
[01:18.73] I am my own enemy
[01:22.95] How did I get here? Why can't I leave?
[01:25.14] Left all alone, heart on my sleeve
[01:31.60] Time stands still and it's just me
[01:33.96] Tried to inhale, but I cannot breathe (I'm so cold)
[01:40.77] Can't stop what I hear within
[01:42.52] Forcing myself to smile again (I'm so weak)
[01:49.18] So close, but so far away
[01:51.25] Trapped in a place that I can't escape
[01:53.51] A place that's just full of nothing but hate
[01:55.53] I really don't know how much I can take
[01:57.81] Faceless nobody
[02:02.27] That's all I'll ever be
[02:06.59] Endless misery
[02:10.89] I am my own enemy
[02:15.49] Nightmares consuming me
[02:19.82] I just want to be released
[02:24.13] Frozen, can't feel a thing
[02:27.89] Every thought in my head is fucking suffering
[02:34.25] Was it worth it?
[02:37.14] Was everything worth it?
[02:41.61] Where do I go from here?
[02:45.59] I should disappear
[02:48.43] (So close, but so far away, I'm not okay)
[02:51.78] I'm not worthless
[02:54.75] I made a promise to break this cage
[03:03.22] If I'm being honest, I am afraid
[03:09.81] Go away
[03:16.02] So tired of this mental cloud (tired of this)
[03:29.19] Save me
[03:33.67] It's taking over
[03:38.15] I'm so afraid
[03:44.24] I am my own enemy
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