If Ever

If ever i wanted to relive a day
I'd swallow my pride when i left you that way
Would never have walked away
If ever a chance came for me to return
Back to the place where you took me under
A powerful spell
Or maybe just mind control?

But time
It always moves in line
The love i compromised...
An awkward thought, i know...
But i cant let it go

Im reckless inside
Oh what are these senses?
I feel this divide
Between body and soul
Confusion and fright
When i see my reflection
Its strange how i see the world

But...
If ever a chance i could trade in this life
For somebody elses with success in sight
I wouldnt give in
Naah.
If ever i had an escape from this town
Then i would stay gone... im just hanging around
Stay out of the light
Its already blinding me (just thinking about it)

But im done searching through the past
For what i left behind
Cause all i need is here
Staring right back at me

Im reckless inside
Oh what are these senses?
I feel this divide
Between body and soul
Confusion and fright
When i see my reflection
Its strange how i see the world