Of Life: Uncanny Valley

At the crossroads of life I met all the fears of mine
I tried to stick to the facts since I've learnt so much on my way back
Everything inside tells me to ignore these things
It binds me though and I can't let go
Senses shutdown to fall in limbo

Pushing through the pain that lives inside my brain
I can't escape, I can't let go
It almost feels like I have lost my soul

Did my instincts fail, am I off the rail?
Or is it all going exactly according to plan?
Multitude of choices have done me no good
It left me scared to choose

Why am I scared? Scared of the dark
When it's all I have inside?
Why?

Spooky, creepy, terrifying, absolutely devastating
Losing senses or regaining?
Am I close to understanding all this?

The more human I get the more I am afraid
Of what it's like to be another common man

Here I am again holding between life and death
Hoping for a better future for those that still care
The clock is ticking, the time is slipping through my hands
Enough's already been wasted
Wasted

At the crossroads of life I met all the fears of mine

Your path is not drawn in sand the moment you come to life
It's an empty playground, a sandbox for you to personalize