Violent Episode

Breathe hard, tryin' to find my calm
In the next room she cries, she's on the phone
Look up, in the mirror
I can see her crawled up against the wall
My hands, feel them aching
While I scrap the glaze off the bathroom sink
I'm not evil, no
I just go mad when I've had too much to drink

I drown my episodes
Dissolved in alcohol
But when I wake there's nothin' changed
And I'm still an animal
I cannot control
What happens when I fall
I hurt as much as she does when I suffer another
Violent episode I drown my episodes
Dissolved in alcohol
Nothin' changed
I'm still an animal
I drown my episodes
Dissolved in alcohol (-hol)

Nothin' changed
I'm still an animal

I cannot control
What happens when I fall
I hurt as much as she does when I suffer another
Violent episode Suffer another violent episode