nobody's coming to help - demo

All my friends are moving on without me
And I'm stuck in the past
Rummage through my silly little head
And cry about it
I'm not sure why
I am the way I am
But I'm sick of it
Nobody's coming to help
You're gonna stay unwell
Get used to it
My bedroom represents the state of my head
Always cluttered and messy
Either war or a safe space for me
I'm used to the blood on my pillow
Singing to myself
To stop me from shaking and numbing
Rocking back and forth
I comfort myself like a baby
Oh, it can't be helped
The beast knows you so well
Nobody's coming to help
You're gonna stay unwell
I'm alone again
Beating up myself
'til there's nothing left
No one to hear my last breath
So I run and run
And run and run
And run and run
And run and run
And run and run
And run and run
And run away