Letter To God

[00:14.35] Dear God, I'm writing this letter to You
[00:19.62] 'Cause I don't have a clue, can You help me?
[00:27.22] I'm sitting here, simply trying to figure out
[00:32.68] What my life's all about, can You tell me?
[00:41.89] I never wanted to be the person You see
[00:48.90] Can You tell me who I am?
[00:55.43] I always wanted to die but You kept me alive
[01:02.26] Can You tell me who I am?
[01:07.46] I lie awake conducting this symphony
[01:12.49] That You have gifted to me
[01:15.53] But I can't ever sleep
[01:20.79] Don't be mad, but I get weak inside
[01:25.68] And I start to fall apart
[01:29.06] 'Cause I feel nothing
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[01:35.33] I never wanted to be
[01:38.73] Some kind of comic relief
[01:42.14] Please, show me who I am
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[01:48.77] I've been tortured and scorned
[01:51.85] Since the day that I was born
[01:55.39] But I don't know who I am
[02:00.68] And I thank You, man, for everything
[02:06.33] Sorry, I'm so frightened about all of this
[02:09.16] But I wish I could give You more
[02:13.60] And all the lights are shining down on me
[02:18.57] And I feel intimated by it all
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[02:37.98] I never wanted to be the person You see
[02:45.41] But thank You
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[02:51.17] Oh God, please tell me now
[02:54.00] Are You disappointed, are You proud?
[02:57.45] Haven't I done everything, everything?
[03:03.94] I'm so sorry, I'm so weak
[03:07.35] And I turned into a freak
[03:10.87] But I don't know anything, anything
[03:16.77] I've lost all self-esteem
[03:20.44] By a billion, everything
[03:23.27] And I feel nothing, nothing
[03:29.57] Oh God, please tell me now
[03:32.78] Oh God, please tell me now
[03:36.23] 'Cause I feel nothing
[03:41.03] And, dear God
[03:43.58] I'm writing this letter to you
[03:47.36] I am coming unglued
[03:50.32] Please, help me
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