Pleasure Isn't Simple

The boys swore despite chaperones i danced cheek to cheek
Sneak out intermission, drink gin or corn liquor with coke
Neck my breast pressed heavy against her chest
Harry was an ice cream __
With the boys who muttered in small clusters to __ or tap dance
We'd meet then go swimming
I'd sit under my sun umbrella
Climb the high dive, show off some new steps or imitate those i'd seen
I gave a damned good show
We'd __ long after
Let the surface bend our second [elbows?]
I have the judge's reputation to protect me
He was never a __ only ____
My mother was 40 when i was born
She [missed me 'til i was 40?]