I Devise My Own Demise

I can't control everything
And I can't forget just what I've seen
These memories take me away
To a better place than I am today (that I am today)
I devise my own demise
Here's to life-the life I'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life-the life I'm losing
It is time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye)
To fade away, fade away alone (motherfucking goodbye!)
I just want you to take, take me back home (thake me back home)
To a better place that I've never known(that I never know)
I devise my own demise
Here's to life-the life I'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life-the life I'm losing
I can't control everything
And I can't forget just what I've seen
These memories take me away
To a better place than I am today (than I am today)
I devise my own demise
Here's to life-the life I'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life-the life I'm losing
this life I am losing
This life I am losing
This life I am losing
This life I am losing
I devise my...own demise