Death is All I Think About

[00:02.04] Worries turning joys to doubt
[00:06.00] Death is all I think about
[00:10.09] I've watched my days turn gray
[00:13.02] I still think of the future, but in a different way
[00:42.08] Torn heart, soul split up in pieces
[00:46.05] No thoughts but a death wish
[00:50.02] I'm fucking obsessed with no fucking rest
[00:54.01] Asendin and Desyrel don't fucking work, it feels like hell
[00:59.02] I guess I'll rot
[01:00.09] Worries turning joys to doubt
[01:04.07] Death is all I think about
[01:07.05] I've watched my days turn gray
[01:10.04] I still think of the future, but in a different way
[01:17.01] I know this won't fade away
[01:24.05] The problem I can't solve in any way
[01:31.00] Imagining the impact
[01:35.08] Is this bridge too low?
[01:39.06] Will I fall hard enough?
[01:42.08] I need to know
[01:46.04] Imagining the impact
[01:50.08] Is this bridge too low?
[01:54.02] If I fall hard enough
[01:58.05] Mom needs to know why
[02:01.06] (I can't do this anymore)
[02:34.01] It's all a tragedy from start to finish
[02:38.05] So fucking drown it down with pints and spirits
[02:41.05] 3 AM and the crowd goes home
[02:45.03] I'm venting vomit fucking crying all alone
[02:50.08] Worries turning joys to doubt
[02:54.04] Death is all I think about
[02:58.09] I've watched my days turn gray
[03:00.02] I still think of the future, but in a different way
[03:20.04] I'm fucking obsessed with no fucking rest
[03:23.08] Asendin and Desyrel don't fucking work, it feels like hell
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