Disfigured

[00:29.39] Repulsion of beauty drove me to hunt
[00:32.74] A frenzy of self hate possessing me
[00:36.09] Violated their bodies, stripped of their pride
[00:37.97] Tortured and twisted until they have died
[00:39.69] Hatred inside is all I would find
[00:50.18] I despise what I see in the mirror
[00:53.20] Sadistic hateful scum
[00:56.53] I kill them but it's myself I hate
[00:59.77] Now I'll do myself too
[01:04.06] A straight razor will reshape my face
[01:07.97] First my ears then my nose
[01:11.01] Blood is gushing, continue to carve
[01:14.74] Erase the face I hate
[01:18.43] Now I'm hacking at my chest
[01:21.77] A frenzy of self hate possessed me
[01:25.21] Controls my actions, controls my thoughts
[01:28.75] As I scrape away at my skin
[01:39.18] I fill my tub, with alcohol
[01:41.23] I plunge into the burning pool
[01:43.29] The pain intense, my whole body
[01:45.85] Is drenched in scalding liquid
[01:47.86] Despite my pain I am able
[01:50.31] To grab a lighter on the counter
[01:52.38] The flint ignites, the flames erupt
[01:54.87] I'm consumed in the inferno
[01:56.99] Cauterize
[01:59.41] My skin is charred
[02:02.00] Regenerate
[02:04.42] More loathsome than before
[02:28.39] I despise what I see in the mirror
[02:31.66] Sadistic hateful scum
[02:35.22] The abomination before my eyes
[02:38.93] A reflection of me
[02:42.85] I see an image of disfigured evil
[02:46.50] I've skinned myself alive
[02:49.91] Dripping with blood and blistered by fire
[02:54.04] The face I hate erased
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