Circles

Dig, bury my heart and my soul
Strip all of the flesh from the bone
Take everything that you thought that you knew
Above living a lie and then making your own

I thought getting older would be easier
But now I need someone to tell me when to breathe and for what?
Nothing I do is enough
They wanted metal so I gave them rust

I won't (I won't) believe (believe)
That this was meant to be
Endlessly running circles in a fucking dream

I see through all the lies that you promised me
Why am I always in a battle with reality?
Getting a grip is only making it harder to breathe
Everything is so much worse than it's supposed to be

I survived
Only by the lessons that I taught myself
A life online
You care about the likes more than fixing yourself

I won't (I won't) believe (believe)
That this was meant to be
Endlessly running circles in a fucking dream
I won't (I won't) believe (believe)
That this was meant to be
Endlessly running circles in a fucking dream

Can't breathe, I can never breathe now
Can't breathe, I can never fucking breathe now
Can't breathe, I can never breathe now
I can't breathe, I can never fucking breathe

I imagine
A break-down you're feeling
Metro counties tumbling down the ground

I won't (I won't) believe (believe)
That this was meant to be
Endlessly running circles in a fucking dream
I won't (I won't) believe (believe)
That this was meant to be
Endlessly running circles in a fucking dream
I won't believe that this was meant to fucking be