Life Guilt

[00:00.81] Burdened by guilt of existence
[00:04.85] Weighted nothing plagues me
[00:07.51] I'm scrambling through the blinding darkness
[00:14.08] The mind decays
[00:16.76] Overwhelmed by
[00:18.47] Thoughts of living
[00:20.07] Thoughts of dying
[00:22.73] Let it end
[00:24.81] The soul dissolves
[00:27.53] Encouraged by
[00:28.91] Thoughts of trying
[00:30.52] Thoughts of lying
[00:32.04] Why won't you let me be
[00:35.94] Seeking forgiveness seems futile
[00:38.85] I am to to blame
[00:40.61] Chasing a quiet mind
[00:43.27] It never seems to come
[00:46.89] See me
[00:49.27] I am only numb
[00:51.99] Witness my descent into chaos
[00:59.77] We are merely flesh living through realisation
[01:05.75] Come watch us rot
[01:15.39] ROT
[01:29.15] Please let me just feel something
[01:34.13] Please let me just feel anything
[01:39.52] We are corrupt
[01:41.98] We are spiteful
[01:44.97] We are drowning
[01:54.84] Drowning
[01:56.66] Meaning is no longer in my grasp
[02:02.86] Help
[02:05.24] It's failing
[02:07.30] Bleakness consumes me
[02:11.56] You can't stop it
[02:15.42] We can try get better
[02:19.58] But just like you know
[02:22.93] I know nothing matters
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