State of Mind

I can't escape this state of mind
It always stays the same, I fail to believe
Because nothing ever works out like it should
I try to believe in your words
But deep inside it eats away
Deep inside it eats me away

So I've learned
I've learned not to trust
It doesn't come so easily
It doesn't come easy anymore
So I've learned

Every time you see so confident
And every time you reassure me
Trust me now and I want to believe
Trust me now and I still want to believe

I know its good intentions
But it always ends the same way
Trust me now and I want to believe
Trust me now and I still want to believe

Now I take it on
Now I take too much on myself
Every time you seem so confident
And every time you reassure me

Trust me now and I want to believe
Trust me now and I still want to believe
I still want to believe you
This state of mind holding me back