This is Not Who I Want to Be
๐ต 737 characters
โฑ๏ธ 3:33 duration
๐ ID: 4774143
๐ Lyrics
Rain pouring down
My head pounds from the sound
I'm stuck to the bed
With brain zaps in my head
I can't fall asleep
I cannot stay awake
I cry 'til I weep
I shiver and I shake
I think of you
I think of you
Think of you
It's all that I can do
And Lord knows I've tried
I'm trying hard to change
I wish I knew why
I always stay the same
This is not who I want to be
This is not who I want to be
I am slowly killing me
Oh, this is not who I want to be
I wish I was scared of poison pills and pain
I wish I was scared of damage to my brain
But finally I see, I should be scared of me
How'd I come to be my own worst enemy?
This is not who I want to be
This is not who I want to be
I am slowly killing me
No, this is not who I want to be
My head pounds from the sound
I'm stuck to the bed
With brain zaps in my head
I can't fall asleep
I cannot stay awake
I cry 'til I weep
I shiver and I shake
I think of you
I think of you
Think of you
It's all that I can do
And Lord knows I've tried
I'm trying hard to change
I wish I knew why
I always stay the same
This is not who I want to be
This is not who I want to be
I am slowly killing me
Oh, this is not who I want to be
I wish I was scared of poison pills and pain
I wish I was scared of damage to my brain
But finally I see, I should be scared of me
How'd I come to be my own worst enemy?
This is not who I want to be
This is not who I want to be
I am slowly killing me
No, this is not who I want to be
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:20.65] Rain pouring down
[00:23.09] My head pounds from the sound
[00:25.72] I'm stuck to the bed
[00:28.16] With brain zaps in my head
[00:30.97] I can't fall asleep
[00:33.55] I cannot stay awake
[00:36.26] I cry 'til I weep
[00:38.60] I shiver and I shake
[00:41.07] I think of you
[00:43.43] I think of you
[00:46.40] Think of you
[00:48.67] It's all that I can do
[00:51.05] And Lord knows I've tried
[00:53.72] I'm trying hard to change
[00:56.10] I wish I knew why
[00:58.85] I always stay the same
[01:01.71] This is not who I want to be
[01:11.57] This is not who I want to be
[01:21.81] I am slowly killing me
[01:30.46] Oh, this is not who I want to be
[01:45.88] I wish I was scared of poison pills and pain
[01:50.99] I wish I was scared of damage to my brain
[01:55.97] But finally I see, I should be scared of me
[02:01.10] How'd I come to be my own worst enemy?
[02:08.13] This is not who I want to be
[02:16.51] This is not who I want to be
[02:26.61] I am slowly killing me
[02:35.48] No, this is not who I want to be
[02:47.58]
[00:23.09] My head pounds from the sound
[00:25.72] I'm stuck to the bed
[00:28.16] With brain zaps in my head
[00:30.97] I can't fall asleep
[00:33.55] I cannot stay awake
[00:36.26] I cry 'til I weep
[00:38.60] I shiver and I shake
[00:41.07] I think of you
[00:43.43] I think of you
[00:46.40] Think of you
[00:48.67] It's all that I can do
[00:51.05] And Lord knows I've tried
[00:53.72] I'm trying hard to change
[00:56.10] I wish I knew why
[00:58.85] I always stay the same
[01:01.71] This is not who I want to be
[01:11.57] This is not who I want to be
[01:21.81] I am slowly killing me
[01:30.46] Oh, this is not who I want to be
[01:45.88] I wish I was scared of poison pills and pain
[01:50.99] I wish I was scared of damage to my brain
[01:55.97] But finally I see, I should be scared of me
[02:01.10] How'd I come to be my own worst enemy?
[02:08.13] This is not who I want to be
[02:16.51] This is not who I want to be
[02:26.61] I am slowly killing me
[02:35.48] No, this is not who I want to be
[02:47.58]