Total Self-Hatred

[01:02.58] Rip my heart to pieces
[01:25.16] Tear my soul down to the ground
[01:29.65] For I am no more
[01:40.43] Rip my lifes to pieces
[01:44.04] See the circle's now done
[01:49.50] I float
[01:52.28] And I'm gone!!!
[02:19.84] Screamed so long for peace inside
[02:23.49] Feel the pain rise every night
[02:27.93] And now as I in darkness dwell
[02:33.38] I wish I'd never be born!!!
[02:57.71] Blessing all these scars inside
[03:01.36] I walk those blood fields at night
[03:06.75] I hate with love from deep inside
[03:11.26] And turn the key to never be born
[03:45.52] Screamed so long for peace inside
[04:01.75] Feel the pain rise every night
[04:04.43] And now as I in darkness dwell
[04:09.92] I'd wish I'd be never reborn!!!
[04:53.25] Screamed... for peace inside
[04:56.80] Pain... rise every night
[05:02.20] Paths... those bloody nights
[05:06.71] Hate... from deep inside
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