Panic Attacks in Paradise

[00:13.29] Typical of me to go and ruin the party
[00:18.31] Everybody says they love me but I'm still broken hearted
[00:21.82] They call me Polly Pessimism, I'm a macabre Barbie (I love you)
[00:28.85] My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him
[00:33.01] I've been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven
[00:36.63] So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
[00:40.64] I hate that I'm so self-deprecating
[00:47.56] More comfortable in bad situations
[00:51.13] Sucker for a little devastation
[00:54.82] And this always happens
[00:58.69] Panic attacks in paradise
[01:02.87] Piña coladas, I'm terrified
[01:06.67] I swear I'm not crying, the sun's just bright
[01:10.44] I'm having the best time of my life
[01:14.31] Panic attacks in paradise
[01:17.99] Hyperventilating under candy skies
[01:21.69] Telling myself that this is fine
[01:25.35] I'm having the best time of my life
[01:29.93] It's a big joke, ha ha, I love laughin'
[01:34.59] It's a big hoax, you're self-help happy
[01:37.88] 'Cause I'm okay, I'm pure propane
[01:41.31] On an open flame (watch me blow up)
[01:44.80] My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him
[01:47.87] I've been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven
[01:51.60] So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
[01:55.49] I hate that I'm so self-deprecating
[02:02.29] More comfortable in bad situations
[02:05.87] Sucker for a little devastation
[02:09.86] And this always happens
[02:14.24] Panic attacks in paradise
[02:18.33] Piña coladas, I'm terrified
[02:21.85] I swear I'm not crying, the sun's just bright
[02:25.84] I'm having the best time of my life
[02:29.63] Panic attacks in paradise
[02:33.17] Hyperventilating under candy skies
[02:36.59] Telling myself that this is fine
[02:40.34] I'm having the best time of my life