healing

[01:36.35] You're not at home if you stay up at night just to know peace
[01:45.65] So sleep deprived, I don't want scars: when will I let these wounds heal
[01:53.18] I don't need to love you to tolerate you until I can escape you
[02:25.04] Don't say you love me; every talk turns into war
[02:32.02] I don't need you to succeed
[02:37.55] Though I'm not perfect, I own up to my mistakes
[02:42.01] You blame my trauma on myself
[02:48.59] You can't tell you're in a storm when you're standing in its center
[02:55.08] Don't fear the fight ahead; everything will get better in time
[03:12.62] I'm done with the constant pain
[03:14.73] I'm done with your stupid games
[03:17.12] Trusting you was my worst mistake
[03:20.02] Trusting you was my worst mistake
[03:23.20] Pray for me, I'll take my leave (When I'm around you I hate myself)
[03:24.92] I'll take my speck of pride with me (But I plan to outlive your torment)
[03:27.54] This sucks to be reality but I won't mind when I can finally breathe (And put all you stand for to shame)
[03:39.48] Dreams of better days make me wish I could just walk away
[03:46.85] I'm strong enough to wait for when I'll no longer be trapped to stay
[03:54.62] One day I'll share stories of how you pushed me down when I'm safe and in a better place
[04:03.23] But until then I'll be civil, and be numb to your wrath
[04:07.79] Here's to my long life
[05:03.09] I don't need you to be happy
[05:13.00] I don't need consent to run free
[05:24.53] I won't miss you when I leave
[05:34.97] That's the last you'll see of me
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