Carefully // Caged (feat. Darius Tehrani)

[00:00.06] Watch me as I suffocate
[00:02.35] Medication to sooth my aches
[00:05.23] Numbs my constant fear of change
[00:07.65] Addiction is a slow decay
[00:10.64] Watch me as I suffocate
[00:13.20] Medication to sooth my aches
[00:15.96] Restless shakes, bruised veins
[00:18.77] God, will I ever fucking feel safe?
[00:21.31] Oh!
[00:23.16]
[00:32.29] I fell in love with my depression
[00:34.65] The only thing that was consistent
[00:37.71] I hated how empty I felt, but at least it kept me distant
[00:43.23] Everything I love will slowly dissipate
[00:45.81] Everyone I know will be ripped away
[00:48.67] What's the fucking point?
[00:49.99] It's getting harder to pretend
[00:51.59] How do I escape the relativity in this?
[00:54.09] Nothing is beautiful
[00:56.32] Nothing is forever
[00:59.23] That thought alone strips me of my efforts
[01:04.68] Nothing is beautiful
[01:06.96] No, nothing lasts forever
[01:10.04] That thought alone strips me of my efforts
[01:15.50] Maybe when I'm older I won't be so scared to die
[01:21.09] Maybe in time death won't be so fragile in my mind
[01:26.22] I fell in love with my depression
[01:29.79] The only thing that was consistent
[01:32.75] I've hated how empty I've felt, but at least it's kept me distant
[01:40.72] Spite!
[01:42.99]
[02:03.31] Oh!
[02:04.82] Watch me as I suffocate
[02:07.69] Medication to sooth my aches
[02:10.57] Numbs my constant fear of change
[02:13.15] Addiction is a slow decay
[02:16.15] Watch me as I suffocate
[02:18.92] Medication to sooth my aches
[02:21.95] Restless shakes, bruised veins
[02:24.70] God, will I ever fucking feel safe?
[02:35.38] Addiction is a slow decay
[02:50.26] Feelings of neglect, feelings of regret
[02:53.28] How the fuck could I ever forget?
[02:55.44] I'm addicted to despondency
[02:58.48] It bleeds into everything
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