Hopeless

I drown in the river of your piss
I shiver
I know it's hopeless but I strike back
This is the reckoning

Your last hour
Your final wine before you suffer
I drown in the river
You were the one I believed in

You had to guide me through this dreadful world
You were the one that I needed
But instead you broke my inner soul, my heart, my hope
You forced me down

I'm in the corner now
But I'm your reckoning
This will be the day I'll blind your eyes from faith
I dwell in the darkness searching for comfort

My master is fear, my eyes are deaf and scarred
Your penetration, forever on my mind
You were the one I believed in
You ruined my world

You burned my flesh, claimed my soul
You are my father hurting me
Killing me softly
Suppressing me
I scream without sound
I become death
You forced me down

I'm in the corner now
But I'm your reckoning
This will be the day I'll blind your eyes form me
I dewll in the darkness

I'll hunt you down
Searching for comfort
I'll hunt you down
I dwell in your emptiness

To bring redemption for the molester
Your penetration carves in my bones
Broken hope
I drown in the river of your piss

I shiver
I know it's hopeles, but I strike back
This is the reckoning
Your last hour

Your final wine before you suffer
I'll drop the needle
Deep in your vein
I become death

You forced me down
I'm in the corner now
But I'm your reckoning
This will be the day
I'll blind your eyes from me