I Don't Feel At Home In This World Anymore

[00:14.84] Yeah
[00:15.97] I'm always in the pain and the burden of living
[00:17.85] Is always too much, now my death feel so imminent
[00:20.19] Now all my memories feeling so vivid
[00:22.08] I'm haunted by trauma that pays me in dividends
[00:24.34] Making the money, it won't fill the void
[00:26.27] So I'm making choices, you drown the voices
[00:28.30] All these decisions I made in the past always following me
[00:31.28] How the fuck did this happen?
[00:32.58] I came here for granted, so fuck with the average
[00:34.62] But I can't relate with nobody
[00:35.98] The sadness is breaking me down, I can't love anyone
[00:38.51] I was burned too many times to be opened
[00:40.95] And I can't trust anyone, I know the focus is just to be usin' me up 'til they're done
[00:44.94] Why would I share with them all my emotions when they're gonna use it to just set me up?
[00:49.35] I don't even know who the fuck I am anymore
[00:53.38] I don't even know what the point of all this for
[00:57.57] I don't even know who the fuck I am anymore
[01:01.74] I don't even know what the point of all this for
[01:05.97] I'm always hanging around by a thread again
[01:08.07] Walking right next to the edge again
[01:10.29] Voices inside of my head again
[01:12.34] Tell me that I should've left again
[01:14.44] I've been tryna find my mind before I self destruct
[01:18.68] I keep pushing forward, but this time I think I've had enough
[01:22.66] I've been tryna find my mind before I self destruct
[01:26.82] I keep pushing forward, but this time I think I've had enough
[01:31.37] Oh-woah-woah-woah
[01:34.92] Oh-woah-woah-woah-woah
[01:39.27] Oh-woah-woah-woah
[01:43.41] Oh-woah-woah-woah-woah
[01:47.68] Oh, oh, oh
[01:51.53] Oh, oh, oh
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