Instability

[00:36.24] Who's to blame for my suffering?
[00:39.04] Why can't I find relief?
[00:41.42] Feels like someone's out to get me
[00:44.37] That's just something that the weak believe
[00:46.98] A layer of dust on my brain upon the shelf
[00:49.60] You can't blame the shovel for the hole I dug myself
[00:52.14] Broke, stuck, staring at the screen
[00:54.80] Nothing on my mind, a slave to the routine
[01:00.07] This instability
[01:02.96] My own worst enemy
[01:05.77] Bitter hostility
[01:07.97] I know I'm what's killing me
[01:11.43] This instability
[01:13.50] My own worst enemy
[01:16.43] Bitter hostility
[01:18.50] I know I'm what's killing me
[01:27.12] No ambition, no goals, no self-respect
[01:29.63] No one else to care, what did I expect?
[01:31.94] Change of scenery won't help, I'm sure I'll find
[01:34.94] Never mind the state you're in, all about your state of mind
[01:37.71] A layer of dust on my brain upon the shelf
[01:40.06] I can't blame the shovel for the hole I dug myself
[01:42.78] Low, strange, don't wanna be clean
[01:45.56] A loner a creep, at home in the obscene
[01:48.49] This instability
[01:50.97] My own worst enemy
[01:53.75] Bitter hostility
[01:55.88] I know I'm what's killing me
[01:59.24] This instability
[02:01.62] My own worst enemy
[02:04.32] Bitter hostility
[02:06.58] I know I'm what's killing me
[02:11.87] I'm what's killing me
[02:17.74] I'm what's killing me
[02:20.97] I'm praying for a miracle
[02:22.35] Cause right now (Right now) I feel like I'm invisible
[02:26.04] Don't tell me how to deal
[02:27.60] Cause this to me is real
[02:29.16] You probably think that you're invincible
[02:31.51] Don't offer an apology
[02:33.47] Don't need your fucking sympathy
[02:36.44] I know I'm not who I wanna be
[02:38.88] I'm the only reason for my misery
[02:41.92] This instability
[02:44.54] My own worst enemy
[02:47.02] Bitter hostility
[02:49.21] I know I'm what's killing me
[02:52.46] This instability
[02:54.96] My own worst enemy
[02:57.75] Bitter hostility
[02:59.91] I know I'm what's killing me
[03:13.67] This instability
[03:16.52] My own worst enemy
[03:19.39] Bitter hostility
[03:21.33] I know I'm what's killing me
[03:26.82] I'm what's killing me
[03:31.67] I'm what's killing me
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