Memorial Day

Headfirst into holidays, a bitter taste of who I've been this year
I'm not proud of my pride, I fell short every time
I keep trying to be half the man my father was, but all I feel is fear
I want to be remembered for something that inspires

I can't shake feeling like I'd fix it all if I could write that perfect song
In the key that your heart plays, minor chords in major phrase
But I'm not sure if I really think that I deserve the love I found inside
'Cause god damn I still miss you, but god damn I don't want to

So just take your hands and bury them inside of my arms
Come fall apart

Came down from the cloud that I've been sitting on to finally feel the rain
I called home to my family, I found warmth, found stability
Maybe we're just all a little tired and trying to feel okay
With the world on our shoulders, each year getting older

So just take your hands and bury them inside of my arms
Come fall apart