Moods Like English Weather

Well I guess I messed things up again
I got caught in a landslide and my phone died
Of how I'm losing
Every single thing I am
Had every plan of not moving from my bed ever again
But I got scared of everything

Well I guess I messed things up again
Well I guess I messed things up again
Is this all I'll ever be? I was trying to be a better person but I'm weak, I'm weak, I'm weak

I've gotten better at losing and it's using
Every single bone I have
They told me things would get better,
But I'm still waiting for that cold to fade from November
Maybe I should let it go.
I already melt at everything.

Well I guess I messed things up again
Well I guess I messed things up again
Is this all I'll ever be? I was trying to be a better person but I'm weak, I'm weak, I'm weak

All these moods like English weather
Are never getting better
I might stay inside forever
Where at least I know it's warm