With a Borrowed Knife

I don't know how to say it
You don't know how to face it
Harder once you fall
Hard to know what's going on
Writhe until the dawn

This knife does not belong to me
But I will borrow again
This life does not belong to me
But I will end it today

I don't know how to hate it
You don't know how to take it
Rolling once it rolls
Hard to stop what's going on
Writhe until the dawn