Bothered

[00:10.49] Smiling so hard all day it makes my gums bleed
[00:12.98] Low energy so I have to force feed myself
[00:15.33] To have the stamina to pretend to give a fuck
[00:17.96] Subservient just to make a quick buck
[00:20.00] So I can stare into space as you tell a dumb joke
[00:23.07] Much funnier with my fingers wrapped around your fucking
[00:25.58] Try to stay calm as the day drags on
[00:27.71] And I try to stay calm as the day drags on
[00:30.27] But I have to act like it doesn't bother me
[00:33.10] Have to act like it doesn't bother me
[00:35.66] Have to act like it doesn't bother me
[00:38.24] Have to act like it doesn't bother me
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[00:43.27] Have to act like it doesn't bother me
[00:45.87] Have to act like it doesn't bother me
[00:48.34] Have to act like it doesn't bother me
[01:00.67] When I'm swallowing my pride so much I want to throw up
[01:03.47] Apologies from stupid boys who never want to grow the fuck up
[01:05.99] Saw you with a girl but it wasn't me
[01:08.53] Tryna keep it cool but it really hurts my feelings
[01:11.03] Laying in bed and I'm begging for sleep
[01:13.59] Now its 4 am and I'm going to rub my fucking clit off
[01:16.07] Maybe I'm depressed or just fucking bored
[01:18.22] Or a narcissist who doesn't want to be ignored
[01:31.27] Have to act like it doesn't bother me
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