Inside/Outside

Every face is a mask
Always on, always judging
Starve until I disappear
And I become godlike

I can't figure out
My fractured body
I'm envious
Of (you) seeing me from the outside
I'm so blind
I just see the worst
Of what the mirror has to offer

I know that
Reflections always lie
I just have nothing else
To go by

Friends are liars
They're just being nice
I know I'm an abomination