It Is Happening Again

Oh, I guess I'm guessing again
I am
Oh, I guess I'm guessing again
I am
Oh, fuck it's happening again
It is
Yeah, fuck it's happening again
It is

Half by imitation, half myself
I was born at the bottom of a lake
Like a shark inhale
A bad in joke
Like a harmless choke
In the spokes of a BMX rider
Test of innocence, test of faith
If you flail in the arms of a secular mind
And the bind is bitter and the bind is blind
You're split down the middle
While you waste your time

I feel like killing again
I do
(Help me God) Help
I feel like killing again
I do

I have capitulated
We fall through
I won't exacerbate it
I'll let you
And all of this hatred wasted
Might fool you
It makes it true
Almost like you knew

Oh, fuck it's happening again
It is
(Help me God)
Fuck it's happening again
It is

I'm still half a simulation, hate myself
When I'm torn from the bottom of a train
Do I die like that?
Do I stick like sap?
In the gaps, in the track
In the clash
Of the supercollider
Test of militance, test your faith
If you fall by the side of your hired hive mind
You might find it bitter
You might feel defiled
But you're split down the middle
And erased in time

I feel like killing again
I do
Help
I feel like killing again

I have capitulated
We fall through
I won't exacerbate it
I'll let you
And all of this hatred wasted
Might fool you
It makes it true
Almost like you knew